I took a significant time off from doing this, thinking I was making myself better. But alas, as with all my acorns that I can’t find; I am lost once again. Re-watching old TV shows and needing the catharsis that is knowing the outcome. Can’t sleep to save my life and can’t figure out what is wrong with me.

I don’t mean this to be a downer or a lost cause post. Just want to be as transparent as I can be. I feel the need to bear the weight of everything on my own shoulders; not accepting help. Not sure why, might just be who I am. I guess it might be a personal complex that i’m not familiar with. Time will tell.

Where there is uncertainty, there is hope. At least how I think of things anyway. I will find a way to keep going and making the right posts that aren’t “old man yells at clouds” updates. Feel free to engage in the comments and I’ll take all things under advisement. I fear I’ve failed more than just myself, so I am going to correct this.

Thank you all, dear readers, seeing this reprise and renewal of this page. I will do better. I must do better. That is all that I can hope to do.

–Let’s keep looking for lost acorns and finding a new abundant forrest. With hope, our misguided lives will help someone else to progress forward with their own.